by : Desii RUKI
Stares of sky in there. I looked up and close my eyes.
Thinking about of my life. So pain..
Don’t pity and self-care to me..!! I don’t need it anymore, really.
Don’t see me like that, i don’t need your feeling pity for me.
Why are you so cruel to me? What’s wrong with me?
I’m not doing anything!
Why is this happen to me! Why?
Why are you makes me to hate this life? Do you wanna kill me slowly, huh?
You don’t understand how sick i am. I’m so tired with this problem.
God, are you kidding me, huh? why is this not fair to me?
What should i do? I’m feeling to be a foolish people.
God, honestly i can’t go on living this way.
Should i survive ‘till i meet you in your paradise?
If like that, i’ll do for you.
Walk away from people who makes me crazy. Stand up with my skill.
I’m so conscious that this life not easy.
God, are you ready to help me in all of my problem? I know you hear me in there.
Stares at you in my heart.
God, someday i want to touch your hands and always beside you forever.
Not broken heart, crying, no more tears, painfully, and etc.
Really, i’ll waiting that day.
I open my eyes and stares sky again.
Hopefully, God will erase this pain in my heart.